Chapter 3: Dropping the Wall

The morning was then spent listening to music and game planning about the house. The notes in the light blue journal book of Jena’s still to this day.

Rachel and Jena were very engaged and Yeshua hung back and listened to his music while they talked. The idea of watching the Barbie movie a second time was presented. Rachel and Jena went and watched it together and was such a profound experience. Here is their YouTube video from that day.

Yeshua invited her to hang out in the bed while they watched the movie and she sat at a distance. She did not feel comfortable getting that close to him. As she sat and checked in with her self she checked every energetic thread, searching for a crack and tapped in with her sacral and was given the okay.

She moved to the bed.

With her spidey senses full blast they the watched the movie.

And then, the scene is not recalled, yet it was an emotional climatic moment and Yeshua leaned over and hugged her at the waist with his head behind her he broke down in tears.

Jena’s reply in her head, "Oh, shit."

In that instant, every single wall she had ever built to honor her union to self dropped.

The shift was so extreme this moment anchored into her body as if it was the same feeling of when all existance began.

She played her cool. They finished the movie. Then moved to the front room and danced and sang. So fully alive and free.

It was the first time she had ever hung out with someone that made her feel better than how was at the time her best friend, Benn Conner.

Jena did her own thing as he did his and once Yeshua was on the moon pod she felt the pull to go sit next to him and this led to once again another, “Oh, shit.” in Jena’s head.

She has had three moments in her life. At the age of 13 when she met her first husband in a go kart at a church camp. She got into the go kart and he goes “do you want a ride in my automobile?” and the joy, pure bliss, and delight she felt him feel never left here.

It was also this sensation she had on her left rib sitting on right right side.

She then, at the age of 36, June 2022, she hugged her best friend who had did the body work before he left.

Her left rib vibrated.

She cleared out every connection with both her ex and her friend that did body work so those connections where both cleared and complete at this time.

And now, she sits in a moon pod with her best friend online and her left side has this same experience energetically just so much more deeper into her bones then the prior two.

Instantly all plans changed. She needed to get Rachel out of the house. She needed to explore this.

With Yeshua’s flight set for early in the morning and Rachel liking to sleep in, we took her home and Yeshua serenaded Jena on the whole drive.

They came home and transitioned into bed and turned a movie on.

They cuddled for so long with nothing shifting. Simply being in the present moment together with no escalation watching a movie. Silence as nothing was needing to be spoken.

Yeshua enjoying groping her breasts. Jena receiving the medicine of feeling held for the first time in her life.

And then Yeshua made his move, turning her chin to him going in for what Jena will still replay over and over again in the utter abandonment of being swept away.

She loved every minute of it and also knew this was it. This was as far as she would ever go for the night. She was wearing her taken pants and with her electrical embodiment she blissed to her delight and supported Yeshua in his own completion while keeping pants on and hands above the waist.

They laid in bed together. Laying on their right side Yeshua held her so tight she felt an extreme panic attack and supoffaction yet she knew she was safe. He had loved, honored, respected her and gave her the best night of her life.

It was simple and sweet and while that energy likes to climax, both holding their own purity in this place.

It is not for Jena to determine Yeshua’s integrity around his soul mate.

She had a boyfriend and the way she treated to him always broke Jena’s heart and at this stage she had too many key indicators to hold back when she had heaven in her home and she wanted that experience with her night.

They woke up the next morning and drove to the airport.

Yeshua returned to Arkansas. Jena continued with no conceptual desire to explore what “this” even was or is.

She went back to living her life and what became her unwinding.