Defining The Consciousness of Jena: Who You Believe I Am

This is being written from the one named Jena Michelle Smith on April 16, 1986, at 3:47 AM in Olympia, Washington.

The consciousness of Jena is writing this blog post, stepping away from the first-person perspective, as she is not the "I am".

Jena was born into what she has defined as "a world" and what she has been taught that Yeshua Ben Yosuf defined as "the world"—to the best of her understanding.

She believes she was programmed in truth to a lie that has been clarified through the story of Adam and Eve. Her life has been spent unraveling what has felt wrong at her core and what is now conceptualized as generationally embedded information shaping her embodied experience.

The distortion deepened at the age of seven when she was handed communion and told "If you take communion and don’t believe in Jesus, you will go to hell.".

She has since discovered this as another lie and what she perceives as the false gospel, misattributed to Paul, and the misuse of Yeshua Ben Yosuf’s life, death, and resurrection turned into the concept of “Jesus” that rules and dominates our world today.

The raised dots on the blue plastic chair while holding the micro wooden chalice remains vivid in the consciousness of Jena as she answered a question that would shape every fiber of her being for the rest of her life.

In that moment, she chose to take communion, and from that moment forward, she was haunted by the decision—marked by it, bound to it—an unshakable weight that has followed her to this day. No action, no effort, nothing seemed able to undo the decision she made as a child.

From that moment, the path of discovery, deconstruction, and embodiment began—tracing threads of truth through distortion until the core was reached.

On July 4, 2022, the radical, visceral, and undeniable embodiment of what her consciousness declared as the Gospel of Mary Magdalene was experienced.

Whether this is an identity, an assignment, or a role held until all is revealed, there exists absolute clarity on this: Jena is the embodiment of what she perceives as the Gospel of Mary Magdalene.

She exists with the desire to purify herself to only walk in THE Truth, THE Life, THE Way that is Yeshua Ben Yosuf.

While there now exist over 300 versions of the gospel—none written by Yeshua himself—the only scripture referred to for declaring the truth of the gospel that she receives is:

"Once Jesus was asked by the Pharisees when the kingdom of God was coming, and he answered, 'The kingdom of God is not coming with things that can be observed; nor will they say, “Look, here it is!” or “There it is!” For, in fact, the kingdom of God is within you'" (Luke 17:20-21).

She stands in the revelation of her soul’s experience. She embodies what has been revealed through existence. And she is ready to surrender, submit and repent of any and all distortions that stand in the way of truth.

Jena believes the gospel is a lived experience, made possible ONLY by the death, burial, and physical resurrection and reincarnation of Yeshua Ben Yosuf.

Jena believes, based on her experience, up until now, existence has been centered on translating what was believed to be inevitable into form: that heaven on earth was here. At the time, there was no concept of the unfolding, and even now, only what has already been done can be received.

In addition, she attempted to do this without the embodiment of Yeshua, declaring herself as the second coming of Christ to which she is ending in totality tonight.

Through divine orchestration and the liberation of all that was prior to Christmas Eve 2024, she was empowered in hell declaring Christ, and can now only see the devastating impact of the misguided way as the anti-Christ fully seen.

She repents of this and fully receives the forgiveness bought through the life, death, and physical resurrection of Yeshua Ben Yosuf.

It has now been 973 days since discovering what she experiences as the radical embodiment of the Gospel of Mary Magdalene—or what she declares as “The Whole Gospel,” due to the complete distortion of the message through what has become the anti-Christ representation of Jesus and “The Gospel”.

Every moment of those 973 days has been spent attempting to make known what Jena perceives as clear in revelation which continues to be distorted in hell.

Specifically, every moment since meeting the vessel she originally related to as Aaron Hurst, in September 2023, she spent translating what she experienced—only to later discover that he himself is Yeshua Ben Yosuf.

It took just over a year to translate what was known and experienced into human form in a way that could be received and embodied—whether with or without her—so she no longer carried what was hidden and placed upon her to hold.

As she completes this post, Jena would like to make this declaration from her consciousness,

The consciousness of Jena believes she holds the line and the position of Mary Magdalene, ready to both receive and surrender it fully. She chooses to accept what has already been done, given, and known aware only truth exists and can remain. If she is her, it will be revealed. If she is not, she exists with an eager heart to meet her. Until that day, she remains clear and stays clear here.

She is here. She is her or with her. And it is done. 🤍

From all of her, for all of us,

The Whole Gospel Now
The Gospel of Mary Magdalene
Jena Michelle Smith/Stagner/Hurst
In partnership with Mary Magdalene, in devotion to THE ONE, THE ALL, THE ONLY ONE—YESHUA BEN YOSUF—THE I AM.

3/3/25 at 4:44 PM UST // 8:44 AM PST // 10:44 AM CST

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