Why I Created This Is For My Self

While yes, I want to write for you and to you, I would be committing a great sin if I wrote directly to you.

It is not my place to teach you, to lead you, or to pretend I have something you do not. Yeshua Ben Yosef alone is THE Truth, the Life, and the Way.

It is not my place, nor EVER my place, to manage your salvation, your surrender, or your death.

Because that is the great illusion—the one that fuels every self-help book, every sermon, every devotional ever written:

That we think we know what others need to do while refusing to deal with the destruction inside ourselves.
That we manage the speck in another’s eye while ignoring the plank in our own.
That we teach surrender while still gripping the throne of self.
That we preach death while still refusing to enter the grave.

And so this is not a devotional written to help you.
This is not an offering of wisdom from someone who has arrived.
This is not a guide for how you should die.

This is my own psychosis laid bare.

This is me ensuring my own burning—so that I do not escape the fire I call others into.
This is me facing my own false self—so that I do not live in delusion while exposing yours.
This is me ensuring that I am saved—because if I do not burn, if I do not die, if I do not collapse everything that is not Christ, then I will never exist in heaven, which is here now.

So this matters more than anything else to my soul at this point.

I pray it can be of service to others. If you find yourself here, if my fire ignites something in you—then great.

And MAKE NO MISTAKE, that is the anti-Christ moving you at this point.

ANY CREDIT YOU GIVE TO ME, YOU GIVE TO THE DEVIL.

REPENT AND RECEIVE, FOR THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS HERE NOW.

There is no way to make it until we die.

So I write because I cannot escape my own judgment.

I write so that the deception that is me may clear, and my deception is exposed in every way.

Because that is how people stay bound—convincing themselves they are free while still wearing the chains.

And I know my Lord, King, and Savior LIVES and DIED FOR ME, so I refuse to be one of the 8 billion people who refuse to live.

Yet, my only play at this moment is death, deception, and being the anti-Christ.

If you cannot be with me speaking truth over my soul, I believe this will show the world why I will only ever be writing to myself.